Have you ever read a book that u actually felt like filled with your thoughts or those words which you couldn't be bold enough to speak them out? Well, this definitely is one kind of book. Some stories are never complete. Honestly, this book has nothing to do with innovative ideas or great scribe of letters put together. Its the envelope of innocence, simplicity, candor of a high-school kid's thoughts put into much effortless captivating words.
I won't reveal much about the plot but it includes the classes of friendship, fear, love, what not? everything that shows the transition between a naive kid to a mature minded person. Charlie is the person who narrates the story and its from his perspective the story is weaved. He makes two good friends Sam and Patrick who become part of his family eventually.
I liked the way how friendship is unmistakably put into plain explanation jumbling with thoughts. The writer was successful in keeping the reader focused right from the first page such that you start thinking from his view and live it like its own. Everyone has friends but how exactly can you pick a random call to your friend anytime of the day having no reason but just to blabber and listen what he/she says in return and consider that the other person doesn't think your disturbance is actual disturbance? There's a difference. Let me tell you its exceptional. Cherish them. I can bluntly name a few in my fingertips and its this silent promise I make to them of standing up for them no matter what odds. How amazing is that? Some good laughs. Some jokes. Some definitions. Some serious talks about matters of heart shared with them often becomes unique.
In the course of life, ways may part. We come across heartbreaks, betrayal, clouds of darkness that blows us hard on the face. It happens with everyone. But the warmth, the love, the giggles, the comfort, the connectivity, the serenity, the elatedness and the uplift will always finds its way. May be late. May be when we're on certain urge of giving up on our passion, then these are going to keep us sane.
They are certain words in the book that left me thinking. Really, they were just sentences but definitely had its own story in them.
Few thoughts, few lines, few expressions bring commotion for keep drowning in it word by word.
My favorite quotes from the book:
So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.
We accept the love we think we deserve.
“He’s my whole world.” “Don’t ever say that about anyone again. Not even me.”
Sometimes, I read a book, and I think am the people in the book.
And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.( THIS!!! is my most fav one)
And the people in the photographs always seem a lot happier than you are.
I think it was the first time in my life I ever felt like I looked “good.” Do you know what I mean? That nice feeling when you look in the mirror, and your hair’s right for the first time in your life?
Things change. And friends leave. And life doesn’t stop for anybody
“I would die for you. But I won’t live for you.”
Please believe that things are good with me, and even when they’re not, they will be soon enough.
They are many more... When to read:
Its a short one. Hence, best when you're travelling. Reason? Well I'll give 2 of them.. 1.Goes without saying, its a simplistic read. 2. You'd get the satisfaction that you finished a book in your travel :P On that note.. keep reading as much as you can.. Smile always :-)
We shall sing our song
Upon the roof, underneath the glinting stars
We shall write our song
Weaving words of comfy silence
Lulling each other to sleep
Coz we choose Maggi and hot chocolate over ritzy dinners
Gleaming light and an old song over Disco jazz
A simple delightful icecream over fancy desserts
Handwritten letters over costly gifts ( Nothing..I mean like NOTHING can beat this feeling of reading a letter. No matter how mushy or cliche it may be :D )
Y'know, what else we could do? Dance crazy like maniacs. (Yes! Chandler kinda dance is more fun :P )
We can kid each other.
Roam hand in hand laughing
Blabber lame/idiotic/nonsensical stuff. By virtue of being happy.
We will just be finebetterAwesome.
We are proud of our flaws
We together laugh at our stupidity and flex our cool selves most fully. Coz our definition of Peace is Having each other by our side FTW
Captured by my close-est friend :D
And and little editing done :P
Oh! Did I tell you how much I love her?
She'z one crazy adorable self @Sowmya :)
Ending on a happy note
Cyah! till next post
Cheers Spread smiles :) :)
My "Oh My God, Why?" list:
1. Why is it that we like to confide in strangers?
2. Why do we (especially ME) ALWAYS make someone the "center of my universe" ? when clearly my presence is "Nothing" to them??
3. Why do we hold all the little moments, wrap them, write about them and hide it safely in our secret closet...reliving each bit of them in our dreams?? when those "someone" can't even recall them.
4. Why do we always try to be genuinely nice to those who've done nothing but gossip about you?
5. Is being diplomatic helpful?
6. Why do we feel so far even if we are with people who are absolutely fun to be with?
7. Why should we pretend like nothing ever happened? when all you want to do is shout, yell and spill out the demons-inside-your-head.
8. Why should I be on guard with my free-spirited gypsy unafraid to speak my mind attitude? so on... (there's lot more)
I'm actually expecting a background score from Karan Johar ( It would add to the moment you know ;) )
My "Lets Be.." list: 1. Lets be careless, mad and senselessly un-monitored with 'being our self' 2. Blah to those who put on magnifying glasses and inspect each word of yours to twist them. 3. Shoo away those who look upon all angles to put/bring you down. ( They should've been very good with Geometry, no? ok, bad one :P ) 4. Always give a stand to those who y'know would do the same when tables turn. Yes, expectation is good only if they're your closest ones. ( Lets not fool ourselves with the word 'close' now!) 5. Lets make up after big big fights. 6. Lets laugh and make fun of each other only in each others presence. 7. Lets have those pointless talks, unguided walks. 8. Lets not make anyone feel odd or left out. Happiness comes when smiling faces multiplies. so on... Too much whining going around, no? This song should make up for it ;)
Of companionship as cold as Ice
Lets not alter our views depending on the 'actions'. They are momentary, impulsive or may be just may be has a story of itself. If we care, ponder on the 'cause' otherwise just 'let it be' who cares? Little poetry: A walk, little talks... A song, to fit in silences.. A sarcastic taunt, to brush the nervousness.. A little longing, post meetings.. A speck of silliness, to mentor our course.. A escape, for all unasked promises.. A Just This moment, to set eyes wandering for reasons.. A melodramatic fight, for laughter.. Because Not All Who Wish For Are Left Disappointed... Tiny moments of joy strengthens you through all odds!!
If you've friends who are half as crazy as you, who fathom easily, and so you can possibly be your sappy and cranky self. Then you sir, are damn lucky. *Obligatory sniff and a bow*
Thanks for listening, Cheerios for happy week ahead :-)
The clock ticked 1 in the morning, waking her up. She then realized that she dozed away on the book she was reading earlier. No, she couldn't study this way. Cursing her tiredness, she jumped out of her warm cozy bed, washed her face, made herself a cup of tea and determined to finish her last minute revision for her next day exam. She read for half an hour when her phone beeped prompting new message. She hoped against hope that it was from him.As expected it wasn't from him.
She couldn't believe that she still expected some communication with him.Him! He! the heart throb of any girl. He was smart, easy to be with, simple and gorgeous in his infinite mannerism. She adored him for long but little did he know her state. Magically, he did talk to her one day and from then the constant giggles, escaped glances became a part of their lives. But as they say, happy things don't come without some *conditions apply* tag. His family moved to other state. Still they tried their best to fight the distance between them.
There was this one opportunity that striked them to make the circumstances favourable. It was the very day last year, when she was doing her study, he phoned her. They talked all the very things happening around them. Talking to him, eased her nervous self.
He: This exam is very important for us, Sia. We can be together if you clear this exam and come here
She: I know Sanju.. and that's why I'm all tensed up.
He: Why? You'll make it.
She: Ohh! I'm not sure of that. *sobs*
She couldn't change the past happenings. She hardly could gear herself up to that fateful day when she screwed her papers. Things changed after that. The ambiance diverged. People altered their priorities.
Their priority list was same but in an upside down order. He topped her list.
The thought of him bought both happiness and tears. She couldn't stop herself and immediately sent him a message 'We are not going to talk anymore, are we?' and pressed sent. Cursing her impulsiveness. Of course, she asked for a tiny contact of being friends at the very least when he showed the inclination for breaking up. Deep down they both knew, being friends would do no justice to them. Infact, that 'F' word would strangle their emotions to death everyday. It would make it more difficult for them.
*beep* *beep* new message No, she didn't want to see it. She knew what he would reply. She looked away and couldn't tug a pointless war and opened the message.
He: It would hurt both of us.
She: But do you want to?
He: Frankly, no.
There was no second thought for that reply. He made his decision and now its her turn to make hers. She honestly didn't expect something great to happen but anything little show of affection would've made her feel good. No, she wouldn't cry anymore. Leaving her tangled memories behind. She prepared for that same exam that uprooted her dreams. For she wanted to prove, it wasn't really the distance that parted them. Gathering all her strength and her zeal to clear that exam and enter that very college of his made her strong.
Its been long since I've last blogged. The regular poems makes it sound so monotonous *Really*. So, its time I come up with something other hand.Generally, I'm the most talkative person :-P. Trust me, this is going to be a looong post. Of late, I was wondering about the hashtag I've seen on twitter #100factsaboutme. My first opinion was 'who is going to write them anyway?' but frankly why not?. Its real hard to ponder what you actually like or what you really believe in...butbut 100 things about you??..hmm..needs a lot of thought processing *winks* Wait...Play this music while you read along...!
#1. I love beaches. Like madly in love with them.
#2. Rains always amazes me. Its real bliss to stare out of the window with soothing songs slowly popping in your ears.
#3. I always carry a book with me. I mean like ALWAYS. Never ever you'll find me without it. I'm crazy that way.
#4. I love every little thing. Soft toys, sparkle pens, so on..
#5. I hate arguing over things.
#6.The more I miss someone, the more and more I read to forget them.
#7.You are way too special if I still reply to your monosyllabic texts.
#8.I crave for comedy.
#9. I can still watch any F.R.I.E.N.D.S show and end up laughing my head out.
#10. I'm not much into gadgets.
#11. I like decorating things.
#12.I clean up my room myself. Few things are to be done on our own.
#13. I'm more likely a morning person. Its hard for me to stay up late. I can but I don't want to.
#14. For me people are replaced with books when alone.
#15. I talk a lot. And hey, I listen too.
#16. I don't like keeping secrets with people I'm close to.
#17. I trust people fast. And thereby end up hurt.
#18. I don't think while I'm talking.
#19. Love fighting for chocolates.
#20. Morning rides on beach road is a blessing. Really, I tell you.
#21. I can't see anyone crying. It hurts when you can't stop it.
#22. I can't console people. Someone teach me seriously.
#23. I can't eat more. My appetite is such. I loove junky food.
#24. You have my respect if you get me cupcakes, brownies, chocolates, KFC Krushers, chicken pop corn.
#25. I can never say no to books. You can gift me. :D
#26. I hate taking decisions.
#26. Choosing between things is definitely a tough task. I can't.
#27. I can never do window shopping. If I like something, I'll surely get it.
#28. That reminds me, Shopping is a cool therapy ;)
#29. I'm more comfortable with Dad. Much like my fun self.
#30. When happy, I phone up Mom first.
#31.I never watch horror movies alone. In fact, I rarely watch them.
#32. I find mysteries intriguing in both books and people.
#33. I clap hands and start jumping when I'm too happy.
#34. I dance like a freak :D. They are no moves, just flow with the music.
#35. I never judge people by what others tell about them. For me, first impression isn't the last impression.
#36. I can never confront people. In my vain attempts, I end up apologizing myself to set things down.
#37. I sing ONLY when I'm alone.
#38. Its not easy for me to accept my love for my very few friends. I don't express them every now and then.
#39. I take my bro's advice seriously. I have this 'he can never be wrong' wala feeling. #40. I miss my school days.No no, I don't miss my school friends. I miss the school-ME
#41. I like gulab jamoon a LOT. I keep pestering my Mom to make them.
#42. I love those heart to heart talks with my closest friends.
#43. I love fighting over silly things with people I'm most comfortable with.
#44. I love being crazy. Making mistakes is my right!.
#45. I don't mind if I'm wrong at times. What will you learn by being perfect?
#46. At times, those small little conversations is more than enough.
#47. I think way tooo much and end up crying.
#48.Songs that speak your heart makes me smile.
#49. I adore kids. Time spent with them goes unnoticed. Really.
#50.No matter how sad I'm, I put up a smile when I'm with people. I'm strong that way.
#51.The thought of july makes me jump.* birthday month*
#52. Birthdays excite me. Be it mine or my friend's.
#53. I love re-playing parts of the song.
#54. I don't talk when I'm upset or overthinking.
#55. I never reply when I'm angry.
#56. I don't handle pressure well. It'll make things worse.
#57. Its easy to catch me when I'm lying.
#58. I enjoy the evenings of rainy season. I want them to last long.
#59. Crayons, sketches, colour pencils are my boredom companions.
#60.I believe in fairytales. There's always a hope for happy endings.
#61. I don't keep telling people how much they mean to me. These things are to be left for them to realize.
#62. I don't give up easy.
#63. Few things are easily forgiven but never forgotten. I remember things.
#64. Its nice to remember my first talk with someone. Our first meeting. I do that.
#65. I secretly wish for a life like in fairytale. *too much to wish for?*
#66. I adore Nicholas Sparks, Jeffrey Archer's works. I can't get enough of them.
#67. I'd like to have copyrights of Taylor and Adele's songs :D . They write my heart out..!!
#68. I still watch cartoons.
#69. If I like you, I wouldn't ponder or dig your past. Because, frankly it doesn't really matter :)
#70. I'm finely affected by instrumental music. Violin, Piano, so on ..hold spotless beauty.
#71. I talk to myself.
#72. Anger fetches me more tears than sadness.
#73. I love people with good sense of humour.
#74. I like staring out of my window and sipping my hot hot chai.
#75. At times, I'm easily misunderstood.
#76. Time doesn't change things. I tell you.
#77. I take pleasure in cracking lame jokes with people I love.
#78. I can never let go people I'm fond of.
#79. I don't like sharing my best friends with anyone. I'm possessive this way and I don't mind :|
#80. Every coincidence has a reason. I believe it.
#81.Couch + Book + soft music + Coke = Blessing!
#82. I live it up in irritating people I'm close to.
#83. I cry when there's tragedy in the book I'm reading or in movies.Yes.
#84. I like high heels. Pencil heels are too good, if only I manage to walk in them :s
#85. I don't remember my dreams.* good or bad? *
#86. I write when I'm upset.
#87. I never ever cry in public. I try my best to control, till I fall apart in my room.
#88. I like long drives.
#89. I try way hard to get something I've always wanted. I give my best.
#90. I love surprises.
#91. I love everything that makes me laugh and giggle.
#92. I usually toss between letting go and moving on.
#93. My poor little brain, I never listen to it.
#94. I'm more of a impulsive person. I strictly believe in instincts.
#95. There's a small cute voice inside our heart. Listen to it, it shall guide you.
#96. I love smiling faces. Purity of innocence is hard to find.
#97. Be genuinely silly. I am, its fun :P
#98. I stay with people who always stood up for me.
#99. I can never be 'just friends' with people I adore. They are much much more :)
#100. I praise relationships that are simple.The simpler, the best.
Yippeee!!...See..I've made it! :D :P
Thanks a lot for your patience.. Happy weekend ahead :-)
वो एक तारामय रात ता ...
जब वो मिले थे ..
समारोह के लिए खिलना ई -
मुस्कान शेत्रुओं के लिए दो
तो कुछ बाते शुरू हुई और तारे चमकने लगि ..
प्यार खामोश दिल में रास्ता मिल गया
जब वो मिले थे..
वक़्त के साथ साथ ..
समय और दूरी को सहते हुए..
कुछ देर ओर चले ..इस दुनिया से बेखबर ...
पर न ये कुछ कहाँ न उसने..
जब वो मिले थे ..
क्यों की उन्हें डर था
की कहीं वो उन्हें खो न दे ..
बाते थम गयी..दूरियाँ अपने राह बना ली
अब थो न ये आँसू रुकते हैं
न उनकी यादो का सिलसिला ...
जब वो मिले थे..
वे एक आत्मा के रूप में निवास ,
भाग्य को गले लगाते..
पर आज भी वे अपने आप से पूछथे हैं "काश..हम अपने दिल की बात केह दी होती थो ..शायद "
आज फिर तेरे याद सहने पड़ेगी
कुछ इस दिल की
कुछ इस अकेलेपन की
कुछ इस अधूरी बातो की...
I scribbled, I tore and I wrote again...
Trying to tell you all my pain..
They kept coming back,
raw, violent, brutal and vehemently..
I sketched, I fumbled upon all those words unspoken..
But it didn't heal either...
You were never beside me,
nor was your shadow..
I searched, I groped all the energy..
for it slowly poured in, and crumbled me to pieces..
blinding light shone from above
cutting down all the shreds of broken ..
I squiggled, I scrawled and I wrote again..
In the end, it struck me hard..
If you were my Love ,
you'd know even the untold stories apart..!
