It was tough to open all my secrets to YOU...
I was so naive,
That...
I like-ed YOU...
I trust-ed YOU...
I admire-ed YOU...
I respect-ed YOU...
But
Every time I decide-ed I won`t give in my courage
YOU come and break in like a storm...
YOU were like wind...
came and gone in a eyes glance
That little affection YOU carry around...
Hits me harder
I can`t imagine my life without YOU
All I want-ed was to...
be with YOU
stand by YOU
argue with YOU
fight with YOU
support YOU
But
All YOU gift-ed ME was
push-ing ME down
abandon-ing MY heart
murder-ing MY feelings
But
Why I don`t understand?
I keep WAITING for YOU...
Wishing to see the rainbow of your eyes
Coz I know you`ll come back
Only to leave ME again...
I thought it was only me...
But now YOU`ve found her
And I know that
YOU can never look at me
The way YOU look at her...
And the reason why I don`t want to blame YOU
For this woe is coz
It was never your fault...
I kept hearing things,
The ones YOU never verbalized
I kept holding on to promises,
Which YOU never made
I made myself believe that,
YOU were the only ONE I needed
And I kept believing that someday,
Your transient feeling towards ME
Will blossom into something else
but
how could I forget that,
what we want the most
is the only thing that is never gonna happen...?!
For now...
I hope YOU`ll realize
how it feels
To be stranded on thruway
that leads to NOWHERE...!!!
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